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Monday Blur

I think i suffering from Monday Blue in school today. I was super alert in A&P, but loss conscious after A&P. I just like dont feel to talk, listening and keep on fall a sleep. Huda did not turn up for 2 lecture. So sad lar, she abanned me... Hehe.

Oh at night, meet xinyin for dinner at PS. It is for her 1st day of working at Red Cross. Happy to see her agian, long time did not meet her since the day I left ITE i guess. Lost count already.

The day was super dry in school. I just dont know why!!!

We canot save the world nor can we help all the people. But we heart and soul to make a different in the little thing we may save the world

Mahjong Session

Saturday Morning, supper nice liao can sleep so nice. I heard my SMS tone rang out but i ignore and later Mdm Chua whos is my Red Cross Teacher called me and ask me about my life in Ngee Ann. I was wake up by her call and chat with her some word. Later i saw jolene sms, asking me wheather i would be free later to help her in your Nursing Care Plan Project. As promise her to meet at 12pm -12.30pm at Orchard Atrium Bus stop.

At 1200hrs, i met her and accompany her to buy her friend gift at Plaza Singapura (PS). I bought a fews item at the shop for my brother. Chee Keong - Dont follow me because I also lost
Then David - Smoking Zone, Max - Shut up and mind your own bussine. The rest i tell more later hehe. When for lunch at Yoshimaya. I heard someone calling my name but unidenfity who was it.

At my house, we started off the project on Nursing Care Plan on endocarditis. The best part was my old laptop, got problem. SO pish off, use my sister's computer. Take us to think about 2hrs for 1 Nursing Diagnosis. After a warm up we think of other 2 more as we plan, we like trying to kill the patients rather than giving a good health. Close to 6pm. my brother called me and check with me wheather i am coming for the mahjong session. I told them yes but will be late.

My dad told me the dinner is ready and ask Jolene to join in. But She refuse to eat, so i decide to bring so dish in my sister's room and froce her to dig in. At the moment we are doing about deficit nurtient intake, and we will laughing as we eat and do the care plan. After finish the Nursing Care Plan, jolene was looking for her pencil case. looking high and low for it end out was behind my laptop. Lost and Found item in my house. Was super funny and laugh out loud.
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Reaching at Huimin house, we started to play mahjong from 9pm - 4.45am. Goodness like dont know how many round we play. If i not wrong in couting we play 2 round in the 1st half and 2 round other half time. I make a lost of S$4, Daivd lost S$ 5, Chee keong lost S$10.00. Mucous won S$19.00

Pretty late, Mucous drove us home. ABd reach home at 5.15am.

Wo Ke Yi

Gary Cao Ge & Zuo Wen Xuan - Liang San Bo & JuIiet MV

Tong Hua

Day 5 in Ngee Ann

It was day 5 in Ngee Ann as a student nurse studys as what i have study before in my previous days. I am no one speical. Just a common man with a common though who lead a common life in history. There are no monuments dedicate to me and soon myself will just forgotten. But in one respect, I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived. I have loved my passion with all my heart and soul and for me that has always been enough.

I had not ask for more or whatever it happen I never regrade in my life. It just what I want is friendship

- Alvin

First Day of School

First Day of School, Totally lost. No friend in year 1. looking blur like sotong. Hahaha
But met some friend in Year 2, like jolene (my junior in ITE), Shuting (RCY), Yinying( my senior in ITE). Not even friend but lecture in my ITE, (mdm Sara, mdm Lim, Mdm Lam) OMG...

I hope i not that outstanding student. Hehe. And will be adpot the change of life.

Aiyo, so embrassed by Shuting, she screaming my name like she had not see me in 1000 years. But at least she guide the way to LT 38, was looking around.

At least got to know Rashid 1st, he is action very fun to be with. As we walk to LT 38... Best part, looking so sotong as like no students was around. Did not know that the students rush to busy the book. Goodness, I and Rashid rush to get the book at Blk 83, level 2. SUper long quene.

Waited patient as the quene can short. Manage to get th book and rush back to LT 38 again. Horrbile monday morning.

After the lesson, we lonely, by myself having lunch. Thank god.
Meet with Shuting for lunch. And to end school, was lonely home with heavy book.

Good News

Wah, yeah!!! I finally got in Ngee Ann Polytechine in Dipolma In Nursing... wah So great and happy. I did not tell my junior i enter in Ngee Ann, what if i tell them, would they find me for help... Goodness no where to hide. I told my brother and sister, they will great to hear my good news. Waited for 2 year and 4 months. Here i am aiming to be Staff Nurse, slowly work to be a APN. I just wonder what if i choose to be Medical Officer after my Dipolma in Nursing?

Oh ya, today met jolene to accompany her for shopping at Takashimaya. Long time did not went out since Oct 2006 when we went for cycling, what to do i am busy with my National Service. We went for light lunch and get some T-shirt, that she want to spend her voucher that her mum gave it to her. Interesting ya!! I also told her that I enrolled in Ngee Ann, she was great to hear, it because she can disturb me once again for her assignment and project. Goodness me.... Haha what to do she my sister? Get easy bully by her!!! Opps =X

A day pass, after visiting Alex Lim, who is my previous FADIS sir, he had a Hit and Run case by the taxi driver. If was so pity sad, to see him in NICU, I just don’t know how to face it when hearing friends or even a volunteer friends admitted to NICU. It was my 3rd times witness a friend admission to NICU. I don’t know what is his prognosis at the moment, what we can do now, is just pray for his life.

"Let compassion be the nergising force as we journey with our education"

Last Day at TTSH

Yeah, today is my last day at TTSH. I never felt so good that changing from Working to studying, which the class begin on 16 April!! and the result will be out on 5 April. Hope thing will be fine and god bless.

Saddly of cause left my colleugue that i had work with them for near to 3months with all the enjoy and fun. Not only receving the complain and violet patient but have learn a lot from Senior Staff Nurse, Staff Nurse and Senior Enrolled Nurse. Thank all the help and knowledge i very much appericate them.

Will be with them in TTSH in 3 year time. Cheer if i did not change my mind by then. Just wonder how life can be fun in study!!!

Surely god is my salavation, I will trust and not be afraid.

AMK Methodist church, Isaiah 12:2

Chinese New Year 2007

Wah, so exhausted today. Playing with my cousin till got, head, body, hand injuries (minor). AIyoo too many playful cousin. Guess what.... i did not know I have so many cousin. Even I did not know i am a Uncle to someone. Laughter and happy today. And age is catching up. sob sob....

Going to 21 years old, there is where grandaunt, granduncle will make noise, "When are you getting a girl to let me see", "Aiyo, Getting older", "So still in nursing". I just Ear in and Ear out.... hahaha that what i do every year. =D Happy to see my cousin, all of them grow tall and well knowledge. See them so different, compair the picture from last 2 year till now.

Really Enjoy myself, even is a long day. Tommorrow other visit at my mum side.

Spring, summer, winter fall in love, it never leave from your heart.

Sarah's Departure Day

Jan, 31 2006. The day when Sarah Ee departure date, at the night 2200hrs. We met at T2 at 2100hrs, before her flight and the Row 7. Notice that she highligh her hair in purple stright, looking happy as before.

After then, we took a photo together and the rest. Seeing her is so difficulty to let go especially she is close ones and knowing her problem wheather able to cope. It is difficult to accept the fact and fate and it can take time to recover. Before her leave, we sang along "Friendship Make me Happy" My tears from the eye duct, sweap away and uncontrollable. A last hug to her and wish her in luck and well taken care by heaven.

The body, sluggish, aged, cold, the embers left from earlier fires, shall duly flame again

Walt Whitman

What a STUIPD Day

Goodness, I am so angry with my colleague who sobtoage me. Just because she DONT know what to do. Just happen she was on the line with the patient who want the operation have to postporne due to abnormally result.

End up she did not know how to explain, she ask me what to do. I ask her that patient have to maintain his BP 3mth period. Without knowing the phone is on mute or not, Less than a 15min before my patient leave the table, My nursing manage ask me to apologize to the patient, i keep on asking what happen before i apologize in the better way. Patient was scolding me over the phone to me and TELLING ME OFF "DONT PENTEND and MAKING YOUR SO INNOCENT". Totally shock and just saying sorry without knowing WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPEN!!!. I did not talk to the patient over the phone as my colleague regrading the change of operation date. Now i got to face the complaint from the patient.

This is so unfair to me, i was with other patient explaining the risk and the operation process.

Fed up liao!!! =(

First Day of Work

A month of relax, away from my ORD date on 13 Dec 2006. Cannot forget the 2 year in NS with many memories left behind.

Today is my frist day of work at TTSH. Being a Enrolled Nurse in TTSH, is so different in NS Medical Centre. Happen to meet my few old batch, working in TTSH. Hoping that I enjoy and learn something on Eye operation.

Sometime facing some stranger scolding you think that you are so new in the enviornment.

But with working and experience in medical centre, does not stop me as a new person in a new environment factor.

Knowing your skill and knowledge, retrieval the memory will be a successful

My History, My Hope, My Wishes

My last wrote was in July 2, before I went o Taiwan for starlight exercise. Here, I am to write a last ending word for people who leave away. Time fly past fast and the month of October. Just many days back, some of my friend leave Singapore for study and integrated to other country like Australian and Europe. I had sent of a few friends recent week and days. And telling myself would better to leave or stay in Singapore. But I will have feeling for friends (those are carry on staying in Singapore), family, relative, and my favorite entertainment area.

PIGGY (JQ) - When you are back to singapore, must sure you give me call. Hope you have some fun in Aust. Dont forget me and remember to look after the PIG. Dont feed him too much. =D

Von (Ah CHua) - How is indian. Hahaha dont a nickname for yourself or not. The weather now is not friendly. Must take care of yourself ya. Dont anyhow eat food along the rally.

Edward (AH WARD), Lai sia Hong Kong, ho ma? Missy... Take care ah, I will be there soon for oversea relaxtion.

Edwin Chua (Red Cross) - How is london, sorry unable to send you off on that day. Hope you have fun there. Study well.

Bita - You ah, never updated me what going on with you. Left singapore for 1mth got news from other. Aiyo when you see this blog, keep in touch ya. Take care and send my regard to you dear boy. =D

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I have a few things to do and want to successful in it. But I have only achieved ones. - Degree In Nursing (A&E, CC) - Upgraded my laptop - Encourage young student of care of Elderly - To return my social life in achieved ITE (EAST) National First Aid Competition (Champion) after my ORD

- To help any 2 school who want to achieve in life saving (FAC)

- To retire from one area that current a polity and move on to other department. (mission Completed)

There are many more I want to finish the task, but had no time. At least I have a group of friend are still with me. We love to have fun, enjoyable, joke and create entertainment.

Nevertheless, we are still together. Ahh, I remember one the getting at Laopasai (Old Night Market) or at Marina Square, I was telling them that I will be getting 3 thing in November. One is Driving License, second, ORD Certification, third, PINK IC. The moment 3 NS guy (David, Max, CK) hear it, they attack me and for Joan, she help up by flatling me on the ground.

Yesterday, Kenny decided to bring us from Pawning. Best part, nil of us know how to handle the prawn after the day, we are specialist in handing it like:

P2 – Plug out the toxic leg and insect the bits

Kenny – pawning the baby pawn and BBQ the pawn

Myself – Pawning the Adult pawn and insect the satay stick

Jocelyn – Removing the shell

Shulin – Removing the shell

Each path you step, each direction you chosen. There is no return back.

Each thing you make, each time to spend There is no undo

Each structure you destroy, each betray you create THERE IS NO FORGIVEN FOR YOU

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WHO AM I and WHERE I BELONG?

A place that no one want to go, a place no one wish to stay in
An occupation with passion, a task that ever end
A skill to learn, a skill to save

They show out feeling of happiness, sadness and pain
I do cry, tears and smile with them
I put my care and hope on them
They return a smile and tease.
But that don’t stop me from my career and passion.
And now I can say out loud with pride that

I AM A MEDIC,
I AM A NURSE,

I AM A SOLIDER
I AM A CAREGIVER
WITH MY LIFE

Every single thing you do for patient, they dont show their appreciation to you. But they cry because they know someone is with them and not lonely.

Place with unknow and learning

Just 2 wks ago, I went to unknown place where place is no longer more to be exits soon. We went in team of 2. It was a day where so many people around rushing in our line. People who come from a nowhere, I can see that they need help from us. But we are moving place to place. It is a very beautiful place when we drove over the broken path. We cross over using our combat engineer skill know as LB.

On the day 2, we arrived at the Buhura Hospital. I can’t believe is that everywhere and every place are people. People who are injured, illness and pain lying around the concern, concourse way and even the bed can leave outside the ward.

I remember I attend a patient who had a Anterior femur fracture. While waiting for operation, we needed a curious to immobilize the limb. We were looking for air splint in our medical box, but the stock run out. Every instrument we have on the first day, half of the supplier were use up. In the end, we got to use our combat skill, tried many way to immobilize the limb, like using branch, box, wooden, piper and many more way.

At night, our medical supplier is coming by superpuma, I so excited I quickly SMS my friend to stay by the landmarks and marshal, but I send to my friend in Singapore. Oh my, what an idiot of me.

We stay there till Friday and went back to where we can from. The place that we are in the place we have peaceful and the place we belonged to.

Prejudicial and Pride

I cant believe that someone told me off that I am prejudicial just that I told him off that he is prejudicial to the girl. How could he say like that, and can he proof it to me in what way I am in prejudicial? If not for the girl to ask for help, I think you will also cause her prejudicial to herself by expelling from school.

I have no other idea for you both couple doing such and silly act on the wrong time. BLOODY HELL. I guess you both thing about it and FOR YOU INFORMATION, the method only can be done less than 2-3mth old. If too late, there is not other way, and you dare to take the risk on her for aborting after the 3mth, and she DIED on the trolley. I make sure, YOU will never forget this for your life and I MEAN IT.

If you don’t dare to bear the responsible I suggest you both BREAK OUT. I have enough on both you two doing again.

My dear girl, you are too silly to do an unexpected act with your partner. It is too late. There is no way to get behind time. So what can I say? Your boyfriend told me I was prejudicial with your baby. Whatever I told you, thing before the 2 months. I rather you to abortion the baby and leave thing behind. Don’t get to sad over it. The most important is your studies. Take pride to your studies. Remember you are in your FINAL YEAR. Take pride and look for better ones, all right. Don’t look back. Please carry on your pride to your own professional. There is nothing on earth without your passion to your work. There is nothing on earth is prefect, it today prefect there will not be tomorrow. Think about it. Walk away from the void deck and hear her Cry in tear, and hear her say I Sorry.

Something looking ahead of two paths which one you choose to go. Once you enter the path there is not walking behind or return back. It will never tell you with are the right path. Either led you to wrong way or right way. If led to right path, hearing is there. If led to wrong path, faces it and learn it and change your path ahead.

Never Regard your life - Base on the true story Part 2

After 6year storyline, this story is a follow up and simple short line to end of the story. Well will it a prefect ending or it a prefect being?

Found more at http://truelife2002.blogspot.com/

Caring for Cancer Patient

This morning, I read the newspaper article under Lifestyle of this student who battle her life with stage 4th Cancer, which I have, be nursing cancer patient before. Some of them didn’t want to battle against it but give up their hope. Guess what I tear off and remind myself of caring of cancer patient. For this time I hear and read not many patient are having the mentally, for example with the support of her friend and school by raise funding for her medical fee, it make patient sprite high and will carry on in her life that what she have. It make very touch and a learning experience, for myself as a nurse who felt this way, tear down from my side of the eye and pray for her in good health. And hearing and reading, I will keep this and share the experience to other nurse who are nursing cancer patient.

A word of share:
Even patient say that he/she has no support or no one beside them before they leave, it not true my dear patient, we are here and beside you daily, said the nurse. “WHO ARE THEY”, the nurses you see us daily, helping you up on the wheelchair, walk with you to the toilet and many other thing. And the doctor who sees you 3 times a day and even before they go back home. (holding the patient's hand, seat beside them and last their last word)

I don’t know how much more time and day I am gone. But my hope to see my children before I take my leave. Help me to tell my children that they should not give up anything but carry on. No matter what happen, just remember their family is important. Nothing is more to care but the family. Promise me to take them and that will be enough for my last hope. Now I can rest for a while.

As Nurse hear these natural tear and stay beside the patient before patient took the final move. A group of nurse enters and screens the bed and no resuscitation was giving because the case note wrote DO NOT RESUCITATION (DNR). Doctor came and told the nurse to inform the relatives.

Nurse gives the patient a care and say, “wherever you are your children need you, you also give them your sprite support and may you also rest in peace”. Take care.

It difficult to know what they want, but with your touch with them it more than enough of their faithful day. Keep them accompany and silence with one soul.

So many things happen the last few days in medical center while I was on call duty. Told I received 3 resuscitation cases. The first case I received was epilepsy. A patient collapses in the toilet and throw out fit. Next was anaphylactic shock case, which may lead to death case. Out of 3 had anaphylactic shock, 1 will survive only. I pray for him to survive as traveling to hospital in an emergency speed. MO sir was with him and stands by for advance care. My pray answer the called to me and he survived, he was admitted to the ward. Last case, a female trainee officer having heat exhaustion at night. What an exhaustion duty?

Sometime people wont know your care is beside them. Only one thing will know is your prayer lighting to the needs. Lighting the path to needs to the right route of healing.

Never Regard your life - Base on the true story

Base of the life story on the date 18 December 2003. A young talent person was name as Alvin who is famous in his secondary school. He is good in his studies and active in his CCA. He was been introduced a girl, Jane by his classmate name as Alex. He accepted the introduced as friends. However, Jane has feeling of him but was deep impact when Alvin’s two close friends, Andy and Mark had betrayed him. Does Jane has a chance to show her feeling to Alvin?

Found more at http://truelife2002.blogspot.com/

Starting off with:
Z.Q as Alvin
Chong Meng Yang as Mark
Chua Yong Meng as Andy
Weixiang as Alex
Ng Meiyi as Jane
Xiong Xiong as David

Writer: WHO DONT WISH TO BE NAME

Thing just take for granted

Many of us have take thing for granted and didn’t think for other. Sometime thing make seen so easy for other people in their own position way of convenient. This reflection will share with you about people took thing for granted.

Besides being a medic for already 9mth whom had been doing medical duty and medical cover in his previous and present unit. He had done many different type of medical cover like IPPT, Outfield, SOC and many others. We all know that each of us as a medic has it own responsible of his duty cover. Before the cover, medic has to prepare his equipment (E.g Mircovent) that are well function and ready to use. Before he left, he would place a concern and inform his friend that he had a cover the next day. That night, a call received in medical center, the duty medic answers a call from the unit that is having an activity the next day. The caller told the duty medic to inform the cover medic to arrive in the medical center early. Unfortunately the duty medic can only try to contact his Handphone to inform the latest new.
Duty medic did his responsible by calling the cover medic, but there was response. He calls back and told the caller that he had tried his best. The caller demands the duty medic to get the cover medic whatever way to just to get him. Duty medic also tries to contact the cover medic by SMS, but failed by the replier.

Next morning, cover medic wake up early at 5.15am, as he is aware that the cover commences at 0700hrs. He didn’t read his hand phone and went for this early shower. At 0600hrs, he saw his hand phone and received 2-missed call and a message. A message display out that Cover medic has to arrive at 0645hrs. With an alarm, the cover medic could not reach on time, he await his dad and drove him to Camp to obtain reaching before 0645hrs. Medic rush to medical center and arrive at 0645hrs on time. At the carpark, he saw no L/R and quickly goes to level 2 and asks for any news. The duty medic had already help the cover medic to prepare the equipment. Cover medic appreciated the help of the duty medic. At 0715hrs, the cover medic calls the unit whether the activities are carrying out; the unit acknowledges that the activities are still carry out. However, the L/R was not at the medical center to fetch the medic at 0645hrs but came at 0730hrs with a vehicle commander. Quickly the medic embarks the L/R and move off. Reaching at the scene, the safety officer did an inspection of the medic and his level of his knowledge. At the end of the activities they end off with the run. The conducting officer told the cover medic to help the man to carry stuff and put everything in the L/R. Everyone have move off at the starting line, the conducting officer told the driver to drive off at the starting line while the medic is helping the man, later on the man who help in the stuff walk off to the starting point and leave no one expect the cover medic and the driver. In the end the medic was the VC and thank goodness the medic knows the way to the starting line. As the things are unloaded, the medic attends the briefing and the L/R drove off with the medical equipment. With the surprise of it, the medic has no idea what going on. The L/R returns in the short period of time and the run off begin. The activities ended at 1000hrs and the driver drove him back to medical center. With reflection of his memories and recap back what are the thing they do are right or wrong. He though off these:

1. Why the caller who calls after officer hours and NOT during officer house, the caller took of his granted as he may think that the cover medic has a Hand Phone and will able to get through. What if the cover medic came from poor family and could not afford a hand phone and the caller need the medic to arrived earlier.

2. As the cover medic had received the message, he quickly awakes his dad to drive him down to camp to avoid to be late. When he arrives, the L/R was not present at the medical center carpark.

3. The cover medic is doing his duty to treat any wounded or injury. The conducting officer commands the cover medic to help the man carry the stuff into the L/R. What if the medic got himself injury will they’re any replacement?

4. The L/R left with the medical equipment without knowledge the medic what going on. What if any things happen within the shortest time without the equipment to benefit of the casualty.

These reflections which, share with you about each of us including you, friends, family, your boss, supervisor and other low or higher ranking has take thing just as simple and didn’t have spare though for other who are lower that you or equal. It not just simple, press a button and thing just come out of the box. I would not say is wrong but would like to ask you to think of yourself first, your family, friends and other who don’t wish to be other to force them nor you. Just think of the person who is in their shoes. Do you ever wish just other to push you around and get thing going with thinking other complication. Definitely you won’t think of that right because you have the power to do it. But what if you over use the power, and take the power for granted, will you be losing out? Simple right. Everyone is not just prefect mind and body. BUT everyone is equal. We all have own HUMAN RIGHT. And therefore, each of us should not just take thing simple as we though. Nothing is fairness but hounor to other. Before ending this reflection, hope everyone read about it and recap of yourself. Have you ever take think for granted.

*Base of the Real Life Story.

3blue and 3 white flower was given to ________ 

3 white Lily  

Whatever you do, Think of your patients

A few weeks back, I have been working in PLC Medical Center. Thing have change. Making myself to other person who need to adept change of the medical center of rule and law. Well, trust me I don’t follow it, if I do; I guess I will make the situation of the patient worse. My core values for the patients is their needs and see what we can do as our profession to our patients who are wounded or ill. So far, I have hearing this from other who talks about the patient to let them wait because they are the ones who are reporting sick. But let think about it back, if you are the patient and a medic let you wait and wait. How do you feel? Have you even thought for your patient feeling? Have you think back if you are in their shoes? Did not right, cause you are the medic who just relax and do your part as a medic in the medical center. For me have been through tough and suffering in the unit before. I know how is feeling for the solider that came in the medical center, not just to escape from the training but seek help. Many other ask what they want. Straight forward they said “YOU WANT TO ESCAPE RIGHT”. I don’t believe just too straight forward. Sometime they need time or kill the time to their success. BUT HOW. You don’t know, I don’t know. We don’t know. for many time we have been we didn’t realize the mistake we do till the guilty of it. By the time is too late. Being as nurse for life long, and experience the feel of the patient, life is totally different from army and outside world. Caring make patient feel better more than a house. Thing go wrong will go wrong totally and will be too late. Think about it. Think of yourself. Think of other. Think that are you better than other. Let this question hit you up and get the answer thru yourselves.

SO CUTE, HEHEHE 

My nephew, AHHH i getting old. SOB SOB 

This is other batch of my cousin. FROM LEFT: GUANG YONG, Myself, Threase (my closer cousin) then mucus (the naughty boy boy) 

Left: Cassie Ee, Alvin Ee, Yenlin, Guang ___ (cant remember his name), Yenhui and Guang Chu 

Left: Cassie Ee, Alvin Ee, Delia Ee 

My mother's family. 

New Year Day

Long time ago, there are legends of Peranakan custom left behind when our ancestor were gone. Before they leave us, they were pass down the traditions of Peranakan to their children and they pass down to grandchildren and so on so for. “Peranakan”, “Baba” or “Straits Chinese” all referred to the same people. The women are known as “Nyonyas”. The older ladies are also known as “Bibiks”.

In this 21st century, our elderly face the same dilemma and problem, as the young generations are decline of traditions, the inability to speak the dialect, the growing number of marriages. All these factor lead to the great changes in the culture and uncertainty about the future. The traditions had broken for the least 8-year ago. My families know not much of the custom and traditions but they will carry on the step and way of matriarch. Thing that should carry on and pass down are Malay language, the costumes, right way of respect to the elder and ancestor, music and Food. This New Year, Elderly celebrate the sharing of traditions to young generations. I was watching the elderly bun up one of my cousin hair. The furniture was still in good condition. The custom was worn by my grandaunt look as we were in 19th century. The style of cooking will be held this Friday. There is where my Sambal Udang come in. yeah, well is not a easy task to cook all Nyonyas dish you know. Oh yes, sharing and enjoy moment of memory come again. And sharing the problem and miss out for many months and year. Caring soul and blessing make our relatives come to life. There is a say “to preserve and revitalize the Peranakan culture and traditions through cultural social and literary activities”

Least for all, Happy New Year to everyone.

Wish to all everyone, best in study and well health.

A new place

There are thing that we cannot tell that what exactly we are in. Like we cannot just ask for more sun and more sun is out or asks for less rain, less rain comes. Just like happiness, asking for happiness won’t just come like that. Even we are in the new place and new world that thing won’t belong to us. Thing just don’t go well nor work well, we will suffer. Only one thing we can accept is adjustment and takes time to be one of them. However, thing can just go wrong if not done well. But thing just go out of control, cant stop it. I don’t know, you don’t know. No one knows at all. Suffering in silence, hidden a concern keeping quite and let everyone see you and speak about your back to other.

-Sickday-

What can I said about this month period? What a busy months or week man. Have to settle the shifting to a new medical center at Paris Lebar Camp by 16 Jan. Then after I have to settle down the new medical center. Aiyo, recently I get sick easily. Like sever cough and headaches. And had a bad stomachache just few weeks ago. Oh no when can I have a good recover and get well. I have so many things to do. Help me and bless me well.

Name with Related to Medical

Here are some medical personnel like doctor, nurse and healthcare person who wish to know how to avoid getting dangerous relationship especially your partner is also a medical personnel.

Here is go the story begins with Alvin, a doctor and Eileen is a staff nurse where they are working at Accident & Emergency Department (A&E Dept). It was a busy morning, when they are many patient coming in. Alvin and Eileen were in relationship more than 3yrs and they decided to get marry soon. They invited some of their friend to their ROM (Register of Marriage). They wrote their invitation card in short form of their name A&E ROM Day. They invited their closer friends and so on so for. Eileen’s best friend, Amanda was reminding Helen one of the close friend too. Amanda and Helen went for lunch break while Amanda asks Helen “ Are you are attending A&E ROM”. Helen spill out her drink and say with shock “WHAT A&E ROM” we are working at A&E Department since when A&E dept area will be marriage to other department” In a foolish look of Amanda, she repeat her message “Alvin and Eileen”, A&E ROM. “Don’t you reminder”. In the joke of laughter of Helen, she said loudly “I though you will joking of A&E Dept marry to other department”

See how we misinterpret of medical term when both couple are begin with an “A” other is “E” end up A&E marriage because Accident & Emergency Marriage. Oh my, these couples, which are name, begin with an “A” or “E” is a dangerous sign. Not only A&E medical problem, there is more. Other problem with the medical team is disease relation.

Here other one. Alan and Pamela are senior staff nurse working in a medical ward. Both of them were in relationship since they were student nurse. They had planned to get marriage in 4 months time. They send out their invitation card to their friend and relative. They also invited their friends who are nursing and able to attend on that day. As the date close by, Harry, Alan close friend and Joanne, Pamela best friend were at pantry having their meal. As Alan asking Joanne what time is AP wedding dinner? Joanne was busy her meal as she though that Alan was referring to a patient appointment of AP (Appenditis Scan). She went through her mind and say I don’t remember any patient got AP. Alan look at Joanne strangely, what patient got AP. I said Alan & Pamela (AP) lar not Appenditis (AP). Joanne coughs out loudly and say oh AP wedding dinner is at 1800hrs on 24 Dec (Sat).

See now relationship problem begin with an “A” and “P” end up as appenditis. Now is taking vital sign short form problem like this.

During an attachment, two students nurse, Benjamin Phua (BP) and Patricia Tan (PT) were taking Blood Pressure (BP) for the patient after his surgery. An anxiety student nurse, Eileen asks Patricia about Benjamin. So how is BP so far? Oh the BP is 122 / 80 BP is normal and I got to inform staff nurse. Eileen’s face expressions look shock and whisper to herself “Benjamin is 122 / 80 what code number is that”. Hey Patricia had 122 / 80 what code is that. It is Benjamin Phua as coded is BP right, confuse asking by Eileen. Patricia oh you were asking Him. I though you were asking about patient’s Blood pressure (BP).

See now couples, so if you got a relationship please careful use the short forms as nowadays there are many medical short forms are using. There is more as below.

Department:
Alvin & Eileen – A&E (Accident and Emergency Dept)
Gerard & Serene – GS (General Surgery)
Raymond & Michelle – RM (Respiratory Medicine Dept)
Gary & Mae – GM (General Medicine Dept)

Disease & Diagnosis
Andrew & Pamela – AP (Appenditis)
Gary & Ellen – GE (Gastroenteritis)
Terence & Barbe – TB (Tubro)
Henry and Isabella – HI (Head Injury)

Vital Sign
Bernard & Patricia – BP (Blood Pressure)
Patrick & Rachel – PR (Pulse Rate)
Raymond & Rachel – RR (Respiratory Rate)

Life has not been complicated. It had been long the last 8years when someone special had died. Memories are either keep it or cast away. Leaving the only child behind at young age whom unknown to be aware of death. Losses of touch but feel someone is beside by smelling as a same as was before. Closing your eyes and sense the touch of air touching your warmest skin and spinning across your mind. Looking at each familiar dish, holding the tear and turn away. It is good to cast away bad memories because bad memories do evil thing in your mind and loss the confident of yourself.

Perhaps now is the time to let go of myself the unhappy had been with me for 8yrs. There is nothing to hide about it but treasure thing must be carefully and keep it secret. I believe there is a treasure is hidden somewhere cause I keep on dreaming the same thing every year. But still not sure what is it. And I don’t know.

It is a month old, when I step into a new medical center at 3 Div. Meet different people and lifestyle of working. Everyone knows I am worker alcoholic person who thing work came 1st before admin work. And of cause to me is life. Life in medical is very 1st take challenge that fears the danger of death, which we don’t want to see it or even hear it. But it difficult to say that death is here or later. It can just happen anything of the day, it just the time. I am happy in my work and carry on my faithful task given my upper studies and well wish to him after his ORD. Month of Christmas ahead. Every one is looking forward to it and for me Christmas is nothing but special to the young. I believe Christmas is a day where blessing and thankless come across the world.

Just recent I have a nice chat everyone of whoever I know. But there is someone I know who has a different problem to solve by self. If you know who are you and happen to read my blog, this is for you. Whatever thing died by self, it will re-born from the ash in the air as a lifecycle. What does is mean to you? For me is mean there is always a lifecycle happen in different way. When a living died and is re-born is different way like by Character, Behavior or other to add on. Life is not just plan by heaven, but is yourself and your heart. Just what you are now facing and thing you are WRONG. Why do you make yourself to be “one of us”? If you don’t know the answer, the answer is “YOU WANT TO BE”. Your mind set yourself fully as what you are now. But if you set yourself positive and overcome your WANT, you will be a “one of us”. I understand how you feel know, even though I can sense you holding your tear, but it is good to let is drop and fear away. It no use to return as a normal ones, but make thing happen and show yourself you can do it. There is nothing to hide my dear. I sure you will be one of us. Let the battle begin of you. I had end here. As I always said, is there anything you wish to tell me. Handphone, MSN and even now BLOG. So many way of communication. BUT don’t call 995. Ahh last thing, “DON’T EVER THINK TO DO STUPID THING”.

Whatever thing had happen before, don’t try it again nor return.
A wise person is not yourself, but you have the power to determinism it.
-Alvin-

Cast Away

Whatever you had saw, it just what left over. Nothing what we can do here.

Oh just few days, thing change very fast. Heard the later news that I was posted to Division at Jurong Camp Medical Centre (JCMC). I was very shock; don’t know how to feel the feeling of joy or sadness. I though is just a reality and a dream but thing come along and is present here just right here. I wrote a farewell message to everyone in my HQ platoon and I leave without a word. Heart feeling just cast away, as memories will be traveling along with me. On my first day in JCMC, I was like well know person. Everyone knows I am a nurse; I was totally amazed of it. Life was to go one and get to know many other friends even at G1, HR, and 30 SCE. Woo, Everything was within a day. Even I met about 3 secondary friends, I can’t believe it everything seen to be miracle, which really meet me in my joy and happiness. What ancestor told me was right.

Happiness doesn’t just come to you. You need your own sense and wheeling to get it. It just that you need to find out, wherever things are hidden away from you. At this time, there are many people out there are still in their wondering mind. Whatever you lost/dream/think about it, just slowly and make them cast away.

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Memories with joy or lonely ones. I just can’t think much about my friends in Company HQ. That day my birthday, I just bought a cake for them to eat with joy but I didn’t expected that they celebrated with me and my heart turn soft. That was my happy movement with them. I guess that I have bought my friendship close but I am leaving to other place. I didn’t tell them what happen but if they read my blog I hope they will know why. Faithful memories for 5 months had just vanished or even cast away. I don’t wish the joy of memories just vanished but to make the memories of the 5 months, we read over HQ dairy weekly and photo paste on the scratch book. It was beautiful as I look over in on my birthday. I almost cry out, my dear friend told me that. As the 3 pictures below, was my faithful picture in my NS days. 1st picture was taken during our 3days field camp. Can you all try to identify me out? If u can find me, give me your answer by typing in the tag board. The 2nd picture was taken in the bunk with my bunkmate of medic. Well of course, we had keep in touch even we are away like Mr Aziza, now in East Malaysia. The last picture, I think you all would be wondering whom that medic trying to do with the casualty. Guess who sia??? Hehehe. I was giving IV to the casualty who had a badly injuries on his left leg. ***Evil Laughter***

Now I am totally lost friends and myself. I just don’t know how should I look into in. All I am now is looking forward where I am going and would I come back in peace? My dearest friend who ever with me, I hope that we keep in touch and never let go. Even my daughter, sister, brother, family members, Aunt, Uncle and Residents of AMK. Just not to worry, I will be fine and fight through it.

Disaster are always indiscriminate, can occur any time and in any place. It's Grim but trite and true.

It just a same if you and your love one are always indiscriminate. It wont be a successful relationship.

Treasure her/him well before he/she disapper. Talk her/him your feeling. Dont wait, till ley into a wound.

Dont let go your love one away. Secure and share the warmest together.

If you like someone, slowly approach to him/her, and tell up your feeling about him/her.

Dont give up your hope, face to face and always prepare for any worse. Who know he/she like you? who know she accept you?

Remember what it said, and dont leave aways your faithful memeries. It just a memery dream.

Resucs Kit

Can you find me? 

Last Day in CMC 

Hmm saving a man's life, with IV